My intellectual and spiritual explorations have brought me to the realization of the limitations of my understanding of God, and of the limitations of any attempt to try to conceptualize God. Any description of God falls short of capturing who or what he is, and Christianity can only point to a fading shadow of his essence. The very use of the words "is" and "essence" imply concepts and constructs that carry a weight of meanings that can only fail to do justice to what they try to point to.
How can we speak of what is indescribable? How can we think about the unthinkable?
Paralleled to these thoughts is an experience of the incredible richness of religious plurality within (and without) Christianity which seems to point to different facets of the divine, or at least to facets of a divine craving and their expressions within humanity. There is something beyond mere ideological religion, beyond theology, that these things seem to point to without quite being able to attain or to grasp fully.
Some superficial reading of contemporary philosophers have brought my attention to philosophy. Many concepts exposed seem to open the door to alternate understandings of religious texts and beliefs, and perhaps of reflecting on the ungraspable divine. With this in mind, I have decided to explore more deeply the writings of some of these authors over the summer, with the hope of getting a better understanding of some of their ideas; and if I can draw some personal and communal points of praxis out of this, it would be all the better.
My reading so far has brought me through Zizek and Theology by Adam Kotsko and The Postmodern God by Graham Ward. The Postmodern God has proved to be particularly helpful in advancing my thoughts by introducing authors that I will undoubtedly be exploring further. I am quite surprised by the quantity of French authors that have deep and valuable contributions to make to the Christian religious conversation, and that are often disregarded or discarded by the French church.
The next few posts will be devoted to my reading of these authors and subsequent thoughts about their ideas.